[ Wow rude he's been a masochist since he was ten. It's like a security blanket.
Part of this is endlessly frustrating; he doesn't have the ability to make himself understood, and winds up more upset than he started.
Lelouch's rebuke stings, and just adds to the impotent feeling. But he focuses on the rest. Lelouch needs his help, and he pledged to give it. Even if neither of them knows what to do. Left to his own devices, he'll just self-destruct faster; he is self-aware enough to know that much. ]
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Wow rude he's been a masochist since he was ten. It's like a security blanket.Part of this is endlessly frustrating; he doesn't have the ability to make himself understood, and winds up more upset than he started.
Lelouch's rebuke stings, and just adds to the impotent feeling. But he focuses on the rest. Lelouch needs his help, and he pledged to give it. Even if neither of them knows what to do. Left to his own devices, he'll just self-destruct faster; he is self-aware enough to know that much. ]
I'm sorry. [ Back to sounding tired. ]